Pushed Aside

[Verse 1]
When I pretend everything is what I want it to be
I look exactly like what you had always wanted to see
When I pretend I can’t forget about the criminal I am
Stealing second after second just cause I know I can, but
I can’t pretend this is the way it'll stay, I’m just
(Trying to bend the truth)
I can’t pretend I’m who you want me to be, so I’m
(Lying my way from)

[Hook]
You (no, no turning back now)
I wanna be pushed aside so let me go (no, no turning back now)
Let me take back my life
I’d rather be all alone (no turning back now)
Anywhere on my own, cause I can see (no, no turning back now)
The very worst part of you is me

[Verse 2]
I remember what they taught to me
Remember condescending talk of who I ought to be
Remember listening to all of that and this again
So I pretended up a person who was fittin’ in
And, now, you think this person really is me
And I’m (Trying to bend the truth)
But, the more I push, the more I'm pulling away, cause I'm (Lying my way from)

[Hook]
You (no, no turning back now)
I wanna be pushed aside so let me go (no, no turning back now)
Let me take back my life
I’d rather be all alone (no turning back now)
Anywhere on my own, cause I can see (no, no turning back now)
The very worst part of you is me

[Verse 3]
Now I don't wanna hit no women but this chicks got it coming
Someone better get this bitch before she gets kicked in the stomach
And she's pregnant, but she's egging me on, begging me to throw her
Off the steps on this porch, my only weapon is force
And I don't wanna resort to violence of any sort
But whys she shoving me for doesn't she love me no more?
Wasn't she hugging me four minutes ago at the door?
Man I'm this close to going toe to toe with this whore
What would you do if she was telling you she wants a divorce
She's having another baby in a month and it's yours
And you found it isn't cause this bitch has been visiting
Someone else and sucking his dick and kissing you on the lips
When you get back to Michigan, now the plot has thickened 'n worse
Cause you feel like you've been sticking your fucking dick in a hearse
So you're paranoid at every little cold that you get
Ever since they sold you this shit, you've been holding your dick
So you go to the clinic, sweating every minute you're in it
Then the doctor comes out looking like Dennis the Menace
And it's obvious to everyone in the lobby, it's AIDS
He ain't even gotta to call in you the office to say it
So you jet back home, cause you gone get that ho
When you see her, you're gonna bend her fucking neck back yo
Cause you love her, you never would've expect that blow
Obie told you the scoop, how could she stoop that low?
Jesus, I don't believe this bitch works at the cleaner's
Bringing me home diseases swinging from Obie's penis
She's so deceiving, shit this ho's a genius, she geed us

[Hook]
Lying my way from you...
You (no, no turning back now)
I wanna be pushed aside so let me go (no, no turning back now)
Let me take back my life
I’d rather be all alone (no turning back now)
Anywhere on my own, cause I can see (no, no turning back now)
The very worst part of you is me

[Bridge]
This isn’t what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said would have you runnin' from me
Like this (4x)

[Hook]
You (no, no turning back now)
I wanna be pushed aside so let me go (no, no turning back now)
Let me take back my life
I’d rather be all alone (no turning back now)
Anywhere on my own, cause I can see (no, no turning back now)
The very worst part of you is me