Rewind

When the sky breaks it rains
So just let the h20 splash upon the graves of all
The souls i used to know but now have passed away
Men say that time can heal a situation
But this pain is not a passing phase
Now i'm curious
How many years a heart can ache
Feel like a minotaur
Meandering this darkened place

Trying to find a way
To maybe find the light of day
If i could rewind
Then i'd re-live my life again
And sit and hold my nans hands
While she felt the pain
And say hello to old mates
Behind the pearly gates
Given the chance to glance
Back at my childish face

I'd try and smile the way i smiled just like a child again
Before i had to say goodbye to anybody
And the loved ones i've lost all had life within their bodies
My side was less lonley then
You wanna cry
Well come and hold me then

I think i need the blessing of some holy

'cause everything is different
Now i'd really like to tell you how

How i wanted you here by my side
I know what i said but i lied
It looked like i laughed but i cried
But i wish i could push rewind

If i had minutes on my hand
Just like a time piece
I'd turn the clocks back and maybe try to find peace
As well as my id
So rewind me
Just like a video cassette
'cause i'm upset that i aint seen
Some faces in a while
Just apparitions in my dream
That ends abruptly when
They try to hug me through the screen
Of smotke that's engulfing me
Like the coastline with it's high tide
And you can see the sands and the oceans meet
No one told me when this ride began to hold my seat
Time flies like emmet brown was in the drivers seat
You talk of irony
Well now i'm lonely
But i'm searchind for my privacy
This life wont comply with me
I think i need some dead relatives either side of me
To keep me company and guide me through the library
Of never ending stories
Full of lies and deceit
Hi ho silver
Lone ranger riding to the beat

'cause everything is different
Now i'd really like to tell you how
How i wanted you here by my side
I know what i said but i lied
It looked like i laughed but i cried
But i wish i could push rewind

If i could rewind time to its slowest
I'd look at life at its heights and its lowest
So i could maybe try to recollect
What made me who i am besides a poet
Besides a poet

How i wanted you here by my side
I know what i said but i lied
It looked like i laughed but i cried
But i wish i could push rewind