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Im alone and this is how I feel
I hide my truths up there behind the shield
I never knew how much it hurt now my heart is steel
You tried to say I lied but this is true my pain is real
Im all alone cause all alone is where my heart is at
Im not depressed youre the one that started it
Im just a child living life the only way I see it
You made me cry these words are lies and I just wont believe it
You people try to make me act like I was someone else
Im up alone I wont conform and ill just be myself
Im blaming you cause it was you that was behind the wheel
I cannot cope I'm losing hope so tell me how to deal
Look It Im your father so why bother youre my only son
You know I love you think about you when my day is done
I know your mad ant me were family and that wont change
I miss your mother man I love her and I feel your pain
When Im alone I let it go and throw my hands up
I fell Im losing its confusing but I wont give up
I cant look back Im feeling trapped inside this crisis
I dont really want the world to see me like this
When Im alone I let it go and throw my hands up
I fell Im losing its confusing but I wont give up
I cant look back Im feeling trapped inside this crisis
I dont really want the world to see me like this
I know you blame me for the drinking and your mothers death
Its time to sw*llow and I follow in your fathers steps
I make mistakes this world breaks and thats a way of life
You win or lose but either way you got to pay the price
I cant sit back I cant relax and just let you destroy
I know you need me son youll always be my baby boy
Cause its not right to fight with anybody that you need
And Im not yelling Im just telling you to try and speak
Well Im not speaking cause Im leaving all of it aside
See Im not loved Im too p*ssed off because my mother died
You do not walk with me or talk to me you havent changed
Im blaming you cause youre the only one to blame
When Im alone I let it go and throw my hands up
I fell Im losing its confusing but I wont give up
I cant look back Im feeling trapped inside this crisis
I dont really want the world to see me like this
When Im alone I let it go and throw my hands up
I fell Im losing its confusing but I wont give up
I cant look back Im feeling trapped inside this crisis
I dont really want the world to see me like this
Late at night I talk to mommy cause I know shes watching over me
Shes hopefully protecting me Im in her heart eternally
You should be a man and see that daddys not the enemy
Ive tried to show you that your mother lives through out our memories
Im living not forgiven cause thats the way I have to be
Ill try to not deny and live throughout this happily
Listen daddys sorry and Im hoping we can talk it through
Likely There cause I dont care cause daddy Im still mad at you
When Im alone I let it go and throw my hands up
I fell Im losing its confusing but I wont give up
I cant look back Im feeling trapped inside this crisis
I dont really want the world to see me like this
When Im alone I let it go and throw my hands up
I fell Im losing its confusing but I wont give up
I cant look back Im feeling trapped inside this crisis
I dont really want the world to see me like this