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Please accept my apologies I wonder what would have been. Would you have been a little angel or an angel of sin? Tom boy running round hanging with all the guys, or a little tough boy with beautiful brown eyes. I paid for the murder before they determined the sex choosing our life over your life. Meant your death and you never got a chance to even open your eyes. Sometimes I wonder as a fetus if you fought for your life. Would you have been a little genius in love with math? Would you have played in your school clothes and made me mad? Would you have been a little rapper like your poppa the piper? Would you have made me quit the smoking by finding one of my lighters? I ask about of your skin tone, the shape of your nose and the way you would have laughed and talk fast or slow? I think about it every year so I pick up a pen. Happy birthday I love you whoever you would have been happy birthday.
What I thought was a dream (make a wish) was as real as it seems (happy birthday) what I thought was a dream (make a wish) was as real as it seems I made a mistake.
Ive got a million excuses to why you died bet the people got their own reasons for homicide. Whos to say it would worked and whos to say it wouldnt have. I was young and struggling but old enough to be your dad the fear of being my father has never disappear I ponder it frequently when Im sipping on my beer my vision of a family was artificial and fake so when it came time to create I made a mistake now you got a little brother maybe its really you maybe you forgave us knowing we was confused maybe every time that he smiles its you proudly knowing that your father is doing the right thing now I never told a woman what to do with her body but if she dont love children then we cant party. I think about it every year so I pick up a pen happy birthday I love you whoever you would have been happy birthday.
What I thought was a dream (make a wish) was as real as it seems (happy birthday) what I thought was a dream (make a wish) was as real as it seems I made a mistake.
From the heavens to the womb to the heavens again from the ending to the ending never got to begin maybe one day we can face to face in a place without time and space. Happy birthday. (x2)