Frustrated

Hey doom
Come get drunk wit me
Is it alright?

Verse 1
See what you don't know is
I'm a 5150 a schizo in the mist
I keep my pistol in my grips
You disappear like extra clips
If you fk wit me
Good luck wit me
I'm buck 50
Don't worry about trouble cuz
I brought the truck wit me
And I got the cowl 50
That's the only thing I trust lately
That and my babies
Cuz they aint old enough to turn on me
After it's ??
Like these paperplate as*
And these lyin as* girls
All I need is me
The rest of you all can die in these ditches
I be a broke motherfka
Trenchcoat motherfka
Cut throat plus I'm motherless
Your stomach can't stomach this
My stomach is rumblin
Cuz I'm hungry
Confused and half dead and ???
Them dark broom
Spark the room
Start to finish
Then my heart diminish
So let's start it then finish it then back to the start
I used to sing to myself in the dark
Cry in the dark kill in the dark it's all the same

Chorus:
Sometimes I get so high
That's how I cope with life
When things aint goin right I'm frustrated
fk you for judging me
Mind yours and let me be
Why can't you see I'm frustrated

Verse 2
My attitude is s**tty
When I aint got no motherfkin money
When I'm hungry
And can't put a d*mn thang in my stomach
What's frustrating
I'm havin problems with my old lady
And lately she been against me and hatin
Sayin fk it
I got to keep it ruggish and thuggish
Mean muggin kissin and huggin
I aint got time for that fkin dumb s**t
It's time to kick it and get it twisted
With my homies and some girls
That's the deall
Everybody straight fkin
It's fked up when a big mouth sl*t
fks it up for the rest of us
She's a cousin to us
Nobody wants to fk with her
She's the ugly one
I hate p*ssy and girls
And I believe that p*ssy belong to d*ck
And you already know I hate the fk out of f*gg*ts
Powderpuff, twinkletoes, catch blows to the nose
I don't think God meant for
to bump big heads and take it up the a**hole
Got to keep it real
No longer debatin
This is how I feel
I'm upset and frustrated

Chorus

Verse 3
I'm fixin to knock s**t out the box
And be a rabid dog
Bounce girls off walls
Kill 'em all
Cuz I been strugglin like a tug of war
Since I was born in this wicked as* world
Now it's time to let loose and get the juice
Showin the steel toed boots
And flip the loops
Avoiding all obsticles
Well face 'em head up
nigg* man up
What the fk
You scared or what
I hit the bottom when my pops died
What fked me up most is when moms cried
Had to keep my composure (hold it in)
Don't let her be holder (emotionless)
Be a soldier
Now I been tryin to do this music thang
For years and big money aint came
But I'm tryin to be patient
I'm still waiting
Bout to break up and shake up s**t
Cuz it's frustratin

Playboy 7 Talking
s**t man I'm tired of bein so motherfkin broke
If I wasn't so broke
I could take care of my mama and my kinfolk
But I'm just stuck out here
By my d*mn self
Thought I had family out here
But they done fked me
Didn't even use no vasoline, none
Ass still hurtin
Trust in motherfkers
Rollin around with homies
You know what I'm sayin
Thinkin they hard thinkin they down
Flake out like some corn flakes
Kelloggs as*
Man a nigg* like me just can't work at no motherfkin 9-5 job
Got the motherfkin boss fkin off
And I'm doin most of the work gettin paid bulls**t
I come in there on time and do my s**t and I still get paid s**t
Don't even have enough money to pay my motherfkin rent
I gotta do a little hustle
s**t man, there's a black and a white side
Is there a gray area?
I'm lookin for it
Everytime it seems like I'm gonna come up
Somethin always slaps me in the face
Wether it be a Po-Po or a fkin ho
Ho as* not these hoes
I trust no b*tch
Done learned that a long time ago
Wish I had my motherfkin pappy with me next time
And give a nigg* some knowledge
Teach a nigg* somethin
That nigg* flaked off when I was 13
Ho as* motherfka
And if I find you I'm a whup yo as* too nigg*
Tired of bein broke
Worried about my momma and thangs
Thinkin about homies that's dead and gone up in the pen
Motherfkers that's fixin to go to the pen I just see it
Feels like I'm just wastin my breath for some of the homies though
I just don't even know what to do no more man
Man fk this s**t
fk it, I'm through